Whew, Feb is a bankrupt month fer me. Birthdays, Valentine's, Birthdays.

Why must so many of ppl i know be born in Feb? Agh! It's a crazy rush

until I forget to mail cards, or mail them two since i dun know if i already

did mail them. Prezzies, cakes, flowers, chocs, the bloody consumer

market makes it's cash in Feb thru me!

SAG awards kinda bored me. Wenty didn't come. Forrest Whittaker shld

have a speech ready by the OSCARS since it looks pretty obvious he is

gonna win. I have seen him speechless twice. Golden Globes and SAG.

Man, prepare a bloody speech! Well excuse me now while I go form

some plan oh how to get money fast. Did u say bank robbery? Forget it,

I dun noe how to break out of prison. I only watch it. HAHAH. ok lame.

I am so tired. My right eye feels dry...Like it wants to roll outta my

socket. I have this stack of books waiting to be read, stuff to be

photocopied and things to be done with a few ppl. Agh...time...

I need it and I need it bad.

I love this video. It's candyliciously sweet!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpmMb6zfmoA

Oh, eyes shutting. Need to sleep....Zzzzzz

ah, the Golden Globes. watched it live. Wentworth didn't attend but

hey Brad sure had something hot draped on his shoulder....oh wait..

that was Angelina. heh heh. Ooo and Meryl Streep won for 'The Devil

Wears Prada'. Next awards to catch: Oscars!! February 25th (26th

for us) Why? Coz Ellen's hosting! Can't wait.

Ok apparently the link to the doumentary below is useless since the

video has been removed. I'm not sure where else u can watch it

but here're the reviews.

http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/aileen_the_life_and_death_of_a_serial_killer/

So, I told myself no internet the next three days till I get the reading

done. But as I was casually browsing the net, I came across the video

called 'Aileen- Life and Death of a Serial Killer'. I saw it was 90 mins

and knew i couldn't waste such time watching so I thought 3 mins was

all I'd catch. But this is one video that'll disallow you to just watch a bit

or even half. So I watched the full thing and afterwhich felt that I had

to blog about it. If you're still unsure about which Aileen I am referring

to, it's Aileen Wuornos. Remember the serial killer? She was portrayed

by Charlize Theron in the hit film, Monster. Now I haven't watched

Monster yet coz I think it's banned here. Anyway back to the

documentary, by the time it was over, I found myself sympathising with

Aileen. Sure she killed those fellas and all but I think it has got something

to do with her past...I mean nobody in their absolute sound mind would

have committed those murders. ...And to watch Aileen speak about

them, the hidden fear she harboured abt her execution which she kept hidden

frm everyone and basically to know that Aileen Wuornos, had nobody

in this world she could trust, was just so painful. I am siding with a killer

and I am not ashamed of it. All she ever needed in her life was someone

to give her a hug and tell her that she should chase her dreams. Not

lable her. The woman was labelled at 13 for having a child! I sat

through the documentary feeling sure that Jeb Bush used Aileen's

case to his full advantage. His election was coming up and what better

way to secure a seat than to sign the execution slip and kill the number

one public enemy? Win the public over. It's disgusting. Aileen obviously

had issues. Issues that dealt with her emotional state. The way they

wrote her off absolutely pathetic. She probably 'confessed' just to get

out of the shit 12 yr- death row they put her on. I mean this was a person

sayng it was self-defence all along and finally she gives in and tells

them what they WANT to hear. It's pathetic. Yes she did the crime and

should do the time but I am still very much against execution regardless

of which manner it is carried out in. Aileen's was lethal injection. It is,

wrong to kill someone. When a person kills someone, you DO NOT

punish him by killing him...It doesn't make any bloody sense.

It just doesn't. You say it's wrong and yet you allow it in the

name of the law.

The link of the documentary.
http://www.veoh.com/videos/e158182ngdtfCxG

A lookback at my 2006. How was urs?

Best Decision:
Being present for all my examination papers.

Worst Decision:
Cutting my hair (July). Cutting it again (Dec)

Happiest:
When I found Prison Break episodes of Season 2 on the Net.

Unhappiest:
Realising how much I can feel when a person leaves.

Proudest:
When I stood up against someone who dissed the people I love.

Weakest:
When i remained silent to hide my pain.

What I would change of last year:
My sleeping habits and my reading schedule.

My most memorable:
The birthdays of my loved ones.

What I'll Treasure:
Those moments my mom and I spent just talking.


Well I've done my 2006....It wasn't exactly a big year for me...It had
disappointments and all. But it was not entirely bad. I had good
moments too. Fer this year, well i dun have big plans and all but
I sure would like a smooth year.

My palms are sweaty. I have sat silently in this chair for the last 25

minutes. Contemplating if I should hit the play button. Hands are cold.

Heart is racing. I have watched numerous products of such nature but

this is the first time I can't bring myself to watch the actual thing. I

have never felt this scared. Is it fear? Or is it the morals and values

that are etched within me, that put a barrier around me to protect

me against such brutality? What am i talking about? The video clip of

Saddam's hanging. With the final moments and all inside. Once they

start reciting the prayers, i just keep hitting PAUSE. I just can't go

further coz I know what happens next. The reality of it seams surreal

and too painful to imagine. I can't do it. . I wanna watch it but I

just can't. At least not now.

Happeyyee Newww Yearrr.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007. Finally. New year, new day, new beginning (although

technically it's the second day already).

That's right. New beginning. Must start everything afresh.

Hence a new look for The Blog. Changes are also under

consideration for my unhealthy lifestyle. Resolutions? Well

sure if u wanna call them that...But to me I hate the word

resolutions coz I never keep them. I rather call them

'Changes'. Heheh

I am so hooked onto Prison Break. Mom and I have caught up

with Season 2 and are currently onto episode 11. Thank

goodness for the net. Or else I'd be still stuck with the

extremely slow paced screnning of the program here.

Anyway, must get back to making more changes. Toodles.

Enjoy the new year...or what's left of it.



p.s Yeah I couldn't resist a Wentworth Miller themed

template. Me and every other girl who watches Prison Break

eh?