Thursday, February 19, 2009

Mom said I'm in one of my moods....I'm feeling really antisocial today. All I've eaten so far is chocolate cake. No breakfast, no lunch.....Ugh....Maybe I am in one of my moods.

Have you noticed how it doesn't get dark as early as it used to? Longer days and shorter nights...Ok how redundant.

I'm broke. I shall cease going out for two weeks. Pitiful...I know. But, I have to do what I have to do. So goodbye lovely moments of enjoyment. Hello scary, dark realm of revision. I only have abt two months left...Ok this feels like last year! I remember how I rush-read my notes in April...at one point, even reading at the taxi stand as I waited for my fren, Vonnie, to meet me for dinner. I promised myself I'd never do that again. I never really change do I?

Sat - I have some convention thingy to attend. No daydreaming in this one.
Sun - Mom's B'day
Mon - Oscars! And then lunchie munchie for Mom
Tues - Work (and happy b'day vonne's mom)
Wed - I know I have something but can't for the life of me remember what. Oh cruel absorber of my memory!

Oh! and oh my gawd oh my gawd! Octo's showing Snow Cake on Saturday! Aghhh Alan Rickman! Yes yes I've watched it before but hell will freeze over before I miss the chance of watching it again! Yeah!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

The Beatles - If I Fell

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you, oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too, oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two
cause I couldn't stand the pain
and I would be sad if our new love was in vain

so I hope you see that I
would love to love you
and that she will cry when she learns we are two.

If I fell in love with you


Saturday, February 14, 2009

u guys are really awesome. thank you for the concerned emails, smses and tagboard msgs relating to the previous post. there's really nothing wrong. it's just some keith urban lyrics which i love. didn't mean to scare ya'll. love u =)

happy valentine's day.
i love u. u love me. we dun really need a special day to let each other know, do we? but all the same, if u wanna splurge on roses, chocolates, a fancy dinner and all, who am i to stand in yer way...heh heh.

i'm killing myself with seafood and alcohol.....but i'm not sorry. haahaha

i read abt a kid in england becoming a dad at 13. i feel ancient and dead.

can someone pls tell me why tv has become so un-bloody-watchable?! i mean i've flipped channels (in both meanings of that word) so many times that my fingers have blisters.

why am i still blogging when i have work staring at me.....and it's already 2.40 in the morn....oh screw it...let's booze up and dance, now that the weekend is here!

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin'
your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I couldn't have said it better.