So, the next thing you do is, you start planning, altering your life just so somehow, at least once a week, you can at least catch a glimpse of this special item. You think about it everyday, every hour, every bloody second. You laugh when you realise how perfect your life would be if you are just able to get hold of this special item. Each time you see this item, your heart aches more. Yet you just can't tear yourself away from the beauty and magnificence of it.
Now the only problem is, it is not an item. It is a life-form human being. And the worst part of it?
This person doesn't even know you exist.
Welcome to the harsh reality of life that we combat to live in each day.