Still Awake

Hello. It's almost 4.30a.m.....Mon and Dad are in dreamland...Sis...I have no idea...She cld be awake or asleep....My pajamas has a funny colour which I'm betting is not it's original colour...Colou change due to washing multi-coloured clothes at one shot......I'm in no mood to hit the books now....Just feel like stoning....Man, the way I dedicate my time to stoning, I cld get a degree in it! haha! Watched a documentary on Andy Warhol in art history class yesterday...Interesting yet eccentric fella.... Oh well, what more of artists does one expect? Nothing much to look forward to these days...Friends have stopped coming to school...I have no interest in going either...Have you ever wished u cld press the pause button for time? Groan.... Anyway, I've been negleting Novena Church...And I'm feeling mighty guilty about it...Maybe that's why sleep doesn't come easy these days.... My ex-piano teacher called me on Monday...Haven't told her my decision to quit piano....Come to think of it I haven't told anyone...I mean I'm not gonna stop playing or anything but I just dun want lessons anymore...I feel that when I have to play by notes, the real spirit of music vanishes...Oh well, like anyone ever listens to my decisions. Well, I'm gonna lie down for now and pay fo sleep to pull me into peace for the next few hours.