Aimless

Well, in the school lib now....Free till 2p.m....Time check: 12.40 p.m..........Clarence's birthday today....Gave him his gift......Hasn't opened it.....
As for Nick, after carrying his gift in my bag for 2 weeks, I finally passed it to him on Monday. He liked it, I think ..Haha....I gave him a leather key case which also acts as a wallet......


Was feeling sad last night..... No reason....Hmmm...Maybe it's because I've just realised how aimless my life is.....I have no plans at all for the future....All my friends are talking about studying in Canada, Australia, South Africa, etc....but when i peek into my future, it's dark and narrow.... I'm having panic attacks out of fear of not knowing the future.........Well, i have the whole of dec to plan....Maybe I'll embark on a journey and learn new stuff....Aww who am I kidding?! I hate stuff like that.....I would be very happy if I can just sit in my room and write. Write about endless and meaningless stuff.....