It takes a breakdown of a system to throw life into perspective. People are turning out to be different from what I'd thought them to be. Some for the better, some for the worse. It's taken me so long to realise that I can be really serious if need be. I suppose I use humour to escape. If finding yourself means figuring out you've been living a lie so far, then fuck the past and bring on the truth. The mold has hardened. About time, I say. But, I'm still pretty clueless about lots and death still scares me. Some things don't change. But, here's to a September that I'm sure will be interesting.

I dunno why I even bother searching. Prolly coz I miss u that much.