hope

have you ever seen something and wished your heart's desire that you can get it even though, deep inside, you know the cutting truth that you'll never be able to get it? so as each day passes, ur understanding, of not getting that thing, reaches its fullest but still...there is a slight hope that you might one day be able to have it. but the day seems to get further and further. but u still go on...each day...sighing and it's hard...especially when u see that thing you want so much and can't have. it tears the heart very much. u can't breathe. and the worst is when u see another person in possession of it. so wat do u do? u bite ur tongue, clench ur fist and smile through everything. and keep the hope burning that the day will eventually come when ur heart's desire is in ur hand.